Confusing~

失业一个月了。。
越来越烦恼~
没人了解我的压力。。
请不要觉得我懒惰，我太挑剔，我小孩子气。。
我真的有很多顾虑~
鱼与熊掌不能兼得
这句话恰好反映我的处境。。。
累！！！

FooD ViVa~

I reached JB monday afternoon.It was a great night for me! Because I ate so many food dat I missed a lots in JB~ Of course I need a good companion to eat with me~ Ms Jia Yue and my sister as well :)

This time we craved food in the food court nearby my house. We ordered ikan bakar, clam, petai, oyster fried with egg and our beloved[ chuan shao]. I still missed the food now.. =P

Yesterday went for an interview in Tuas. It's an admin assistant. Lastly, I reject during the interview cos I not interested of the job scope. I cant learn anything for this post. Finally i realised that I cant accept the job that not related my field. I better insist on my interest and it will made me happier :D

感叹~

每天在面子书看到没人上网~

看到大家为自己的将来打拼

回头看自己，这两个星期

我做了什么呀？

相约大家见见面，

每个人的时间都不同，

而且实习真的让大家累的只想在家休息

心里真的纳闷。。

待业的这几个星期，

觉得自己是废人

觉得自己和社会脱节了~

我的梦想是否会离自己越来越远？

自己开始有点慢慢不再坚持酒店业~

只要有份工作就够了。。

现实与梦想真的不能兼得。。

我开始申请很多其他行业的工作。。

只要有人回复我就够了

但我的心里

是很想再坚持一下下。。

明天回府了~

该找找各位姐妹们好好聚一聚

突然

我想念KL 的大家了。。

你们要过得好好的 :)

Never Give up~

我很失望你的想法。。

原来你这么轻易放弃~

为什么这么轻视我的爱情？

我不爱。。

就只因为小小的挫折

而被抛弃的感觉~

让我觉得我的坚持

是浪费~

你说因为你害怕失去，

所以你宁愿提早抽出，

这样比较不那么受伤~

可是不公平，明吗？

幸好最后没事，

可是下次我希望

你是抱着一种和我一起坚持到底的想法

而不是自动放弃。。。

IntervieW part- Marina Bay~

Just back from Marina Bay with cindy yong..The place is too far lar..spend my half day for nothing!!This is because of the person in charge there ask us to fill up the form and wait for interview next time, they are not arrange walk in interview for admin job application. They even told us if ever received call from MBS in three weeks time mean you are not shorlisted for the interview. Somemore the representatives asked us to apply more job in their websites. It feel like we are no chance to get the job =.=

Maybe we should thankful for not interview today. Or else cindy only can reach JB at night. Because there is around 20 candidates wait for interview but only one interviewer to interview with every candidate. So it takes longer time for waiting. Somemore today raining heavily and the checkpoint will be crowded due to friday.

New Life Series - Home Stay Alone ~

Every early morning after goodbye kiss with the boyfriend, I went back to my bed and sleep. When I woke up, the time never be late but around 8 or 9am something. My mind always pop up : How to spend my whole day? The 1st thing I did after I woke up was open my email and check whether any news from my job application. But I got none everyday except those recommended job sent by Jobs DB.

 The boyfriend realised I finally cant stand for the boredom and call me for few times during afternoon to check whether I ate my lunch and chat with me. Because I cant live without TALK!!!Boyfriend know me so well ya..muahahaha. He persuaded me went shopping alone and allow me to buy whatever I want as long as I happy. Finally I went jurong point alone but didnt buy any stuff. I will feel guilty if simply spend boyfriend's money~

Suddenly received a call from the boyfriend that he manage to dinner with me. I feel extremely happy when I heard it!!!I never dinner with HIM for few days!!!After few hours lepak at jurong point, I took bus to meet with boyfriend and eat dinner together :)

Today I called to few hotels and recruitment agency, the call unable to go through. Finally the phone operator of Marina Bay Sand told me to walk in interview at their convention centre. I decide to go there try tomorroW. Good Luck to me :)