ShadoW of the PAST~

In the previous post, I mention "Honesty"
I even proud and glad that U totally different with others..
Initially I thought U never tell lies to mE
U never hide everything from me..
However...it still happened~

If last time U told me U loved her before
Instead of U told me that U never crush on her
I wont thinK it was a big matter
But the problem is Ur answer is different with the last time
Lastly, U admit u lie me and the truth is U crush on her before

Yea..my tears start the war in my eye after U told me
At that moment, my mind was " U same as him"
Guy always denied the Ex Lover deep inside their heart once~
Frankly, she is ur past, I dun hav the right to mind her
and also U already get rid of the past when we met
But the force of my previous experience discouraged me
If u honestly told me the story about the PAST
Rather than told me she's the one loved u..
The outcome will be different~

I admit he left a "shadow" in my heart~
So, I'm fear of cheating on the "Ex Lover Story"
Maybe I'm afraid it became a threat for me again even it was a "white lie"
Although we compromise afterwards..
I still need time to let it go

**There's a 'lie' Inside 'BelieVe'**

Faker MasK~

I startled when knew the truth..
Even it happened a very long ago~
I blamed myself how foolish I was before
People always said " everything happens for a reason"
I'm fully agree of this quote~
Speechless of what the person had done~
Let the past be the past..

Somemore I forgot everything and couldn't remind any single pieces
Nevertheless people may forgot what u said, what u've done
But never forgot how the feel
Still, I sympathy the previous of me~
Such a miserable life for me..
It just a flaw of my life

Nowadays honesty just a lonely word and hardly ever heard
Maybe some people is so nice to you or bring the happy and love to you
U can feel the life is wonderful when you just beside them
Or even need them all the time
In fact what u're feeling is fake...
However they just untrue and wear a different mask
telling many pretty lies with their pretty face
The fact will be discovered or exposed when the time was right~

As long as people admit their fault by themselves
We may forgive and ended up peacefully
What if they denied or even repeated again
What we can do is look down them and disappointed
The worst is they cheated the one who sincerity to them
There's nothing much left to say~
Life is too short, it's hard for us to meet a true fren or true love
Please do cherish the people love and care you

Frankly I'm grateful of what I've went through before
As people always told
" Whatever is bringing you down, get rid of it.
U'll find the happiness is come to you when you being set free"
Yea, I do so~
Because I have the love I need to live
A someone to believe and never tell lies
The one is true to me and I can depend upon
~♥ ~love


** The Brightest Future Will Always be Based On A Forgotten Past**

Just now saw eason posted a video in his facebook,so I'm posted here to share with everyone, kinda meaningful,and I simply love all the quote inside =)

Enough Is As Good As A Feast~

My life..
It's busy but I know how to deal with it finally~
Event..Make me stronger, be mature, gain knowledge
" For every minute in organizing, an hour is earned"
And also the observation of different character in this world
No matter how people behave, despite of the people I first meet,
normal fren, or even my BFF
just be myself =)

"Enough is as good as a feast"
I'm content of my life
Because I have all the loveliness surround me
My life full with love
Love is beautiful
Regardless love relationship, frens and family
It make ur life blossom

On three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life
" It goes on"

We're waking up in the morning and not knowing what's going to happen
Or who we're going to meet, where we're going to wind up
So, learn to take life as it comes at you

** When The World Turn It Back On You, You TuRn Ur BacK On tHe World**

20.09.2009 ~

20.09.2009~

Ms Suvy and Mr Max waiting this day coming

For such a long long time =)

Time flies...

It's our 3rd monthsarY

Althought all about the distance love

We never gave up..

The dispute or quarrel never happened during these 3months

U never made me drop any tears or moody

But bring a smile indeed~

U stil the same, So shy to face the camera~

But I stil love to snap U

Spicy Thai Chicken~Nice^^I'm love to smile in front of U

BBQ Chicken if I din mistaken =P

Can I always look at U all the time?!

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During these 3months, we less to meet each other, we depend on listen each other's voice via phone or skype~I knw, that's not enough for us..Just same as u said"human being is greedy, they never satisfied especially giving love"

Our love journey was such smoothly as out of my expectation and also broke my record.Perhaps, we learnt how to be a better person, a caring couple after went through the terrible previous experience?! Indeed, we appeared at a right time so be a good matcH~

Every words that I wanna told were inside the video. Frankly, kinda disappointed by ur reaction after U watched that video. Maybe, U just a person who hardly to express urself but kept everything inside ur heart always. Nevertheless, I know U touching by it~

Needless apologize on U concentrate on ur career rather than me. I woudn't mind about it =)

As long as we LOVE and CHERISH every moment we spent~

**To Love & Be Love Is BlissFuL**

Get High~

There are some parties before our sem break started~ Firstly...

12 September 2009~

Ah Pek Ah Shum BirthdaY Party!!!

Whose da birthday gaL~~Xoxo aka Exzora Trisha Sim Siew Ling

The Organizer are--> Cindy and Stephie

Rules and Regulation...

All the gals have to dress their pyjamas with heavy make uP

They have to use purple eye shadow and the fake eye lashes

In other words, Dress up as a ah shum as U could

So...How abt the guysS???

Wearing like a ah pek since the theme is ah pek and ah shum~

Von,NicoL,Suvy with the birthdaY gaL

The toP 3 hunger==
Does't it looked like prisoners?

Domino's Pizza YummY!!

ShH...What everyone waiting for??

Yup..for these 3 fellow guys nia!!The punishment to them for coming late

1st -->Mr Sean

2nd-->Mr Edmund

3rd--> Mr Dinesh

The Winner of the daY-->Most Ah Pek Award!!

Mr Dinesh not only came late but also din follow the regulation,

So, let's went to the dressroom tO remade the hair n face painting

Another Victim~Look like Ah pek finally

WAwawa~Mr Ong became Ah Pek Ong

Finally Everyone looked like ah pek^^

The organizer aka the most ah shum of that nighT-->Bao Zhu Po..applausE

After finished eating, the games time startO!!

Yo~Drink drink DrinK

Mr Kok Hong reached after most of the gals being pulled into the swimminG pooL =)

HappY 22nD~

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The Clubbing Session on 17 Sept 2009 @ Barcelona

I simply love this photo =)

The sexy babe with da cutiE~

The very outgoing gaLs~Jiaying aka NikkI

The 1st timer for coming cluB -->Ong Ong Ong

WoOhOo~Nice Show^^

Mr Bryan with NikkI

All the gaLs of the nighT

The guy capable of breaK Dance!!Mr Sean

PlayinG London Bridge FallinG Down?! =P

Chef PatriCk~

Love this photo Very very mucH

The song of that night is SUCKS

We jus syok sendiri throught out the night

We swear not more barcelona!!

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HAPPY HOLIDAY ^^

无奈~

你告诉我，每次回jb朋友问你
“你的女朋友呢？”
你的回答是“她很忙，没回来”
你告诉我。。
公司的同事说
“你每天都忙着做工，如果我认识你女朋友，叫他快点离开你”
其实。。我们已经从full time变成了no time
我们已经习惯了彼此的忙碌。。
尤其是我比以前更忙。。
这两天真的很开心。。
虽然没去哪里，可是我们很珍惜。。
因为我们的要求只是能看到对方。。。
我知道我回来，24小时还是无法给你。。
我的assignment, event，载家人已经占了大部分时间。。
只有那几个小时属于你。。
谢谢你总是配合我。。
你从来没有埋怨。。
你的无所谓，让我觉得愧疚~
昨天担心我一个人凌晨驾车载我哥。。
宁愿陪我等陪我一起去。。
你对我的好，让我觉得很幸福。。
可是我什么都做不到~
其实你只需要我的时间
可是我永远无法把你摆在第一位。。
你总是迁就我，安慰我
“不要紧，还有几个月，现在也很好”
今天问你“这两天开心吗？”
你说“嗯。可是人是贪心的”
看着时间一秒一秒地走动~
我们的话越来越少
因为心里都不舍。。
我给你的最后一句话
“很快。。你等下要回新加坡了”
你的回应是
“嗯。你明天几点巴士？一定很累咯，回去又要赶assignment”
其实我很讨厌下车前和你说goodbye的那一刻
我们都知道
" Goodbye mean dunno when can meet each other again"
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现在吃着你送的草莓
心里却是难过的。。
刚才陪哥哥吃饭，结果太迟回家
回家却看不到你上网
电话一封信息
" sweetheart, I go sleep now coz very tired, goodnight"
原来我又来不及了。。
想打给你，可是我不想吵醒你
只回了一封
" dear, good night and sweet dream..really very sorry"
想在临睡前听你的声音的权利也没有
今晚我们都会难入眠吧
每次我只会说对不起。。
“对不起”这三个字已经成为我对你的交代。。
而你也一次又一次的习惯我的道歉~
今天我很开心的说“20号一定会在jb”
你说“先不要这样快肯定，可能你又要忙你的event或者assignment。。”
你已经不敢期待我的诺言。。
无形中你的迁就
成为我的愧疚。。。

** MissinG You Become A Part of My Life**

The Fun et CrazY Assignment NightS~

Me,peggy, Ong and Uncle Ann was doing the Mr. Bird's assignment on the thursday night and friday night..Basically, each group have to answer the 4 Questions in essay form after read the article which he posted in Blackboard 7. Frankly, the article is freaking difficult for 4 of us?We dunno what the hell the article talking about==

Eventually, we spend the whole night to figure out the article!! I fall sleep on the half way on the thursday night..heehee..I dun have any memory about how I took off my spec and slept comfortably on my bed~ According to them, I still woke up suddenly and mumbling myself ==

The friday night, we are energetic after having fun!!Me, Peggy and Ong using facebook comment although we were in same room while waiting uncle ann brought his sweet gf back... The comment war was starting after I told them I went shittinG :P

Even if my image spoilt by them when they were commenting the status which Ong posted, I felt amusing instead of embarrassment~ At least the comments made us relax and cheer up my peggy dear =)

Unfortunately, Uncle ann raped my CJ7 to "squeezed out" his pressure ><

My pity CJ7 tortured by him seriously...damn poor~

Lastly, we finished the assignment!!! But only 2 question with PoinT fOrm...lolx

However, we content of it =)...Let's continue after the merdeka holidaY~


** ThE LaugHteR DriVe AwaY tHe CloudY**