ShadoW of the PAST~

In the previous post, I mention "Honesty"
I even proud and glad that U totally different with others..
Initially I thought U never tell lies to mE
U never hide everything from me..
However...it still happened~

If last time U told me U loved her before
Instead of U told me that U never crush on her
I wont thinK it was a big matter
But the problem is Ur answer is different with the last time
Lastly, U admit u lie me and the truth is U crush on her before

Yea..my tears start the war in my eye after U told me
At that moment, my mind was " U same as him"
Guy always denied the Ex Lover deep inside their heart once~
Frankly, she is ur past, I dun hav the right to mind her
and also U already get rid of the past when we met
But the force of my previous experience discouraged me
If u honestly told me the story about the PAST
Rather than told me she's the one loved u..
The outcome will be different~

I admit he left a "shadow" in my heart~
So, I'm fear of cheating on the "Ex Lover Story"
Maybe I'm afraid it became a threat for me again even it was a "white lie"
Although we compromise afterwards..
I still need time to let it go

**There's a 'lie' Inside 'BelieVe'**

Faker MasK~

I startled when knew the truth..
Even it happened a very long ago~
I blamed myself how foolish I was before
People always said " everything happens for a reason"
I'm fully agree of this quote~
Speechless of what the person had done~
Let the past be the past..

Somemore I forgot everything and couldn't remind any single pieces
Nevertheless people may forgot what u said, what u've done
But never forgot how the feel
Still, I sympathy the previous of me~
Such a miserable life for me..
It just a flaw of my life

Nowadays honesty just a lonely word and hardly ever heard
Maybe some people is so nice to you or bring the happy and love to you
U can feel the life is wonderful when you just beside them
Or even need them all the time
In fact what u're feeling is fake...
However they just untrue and wear a different mask
telling many pretty lies with their pretty face
The fact will be discovered or exposed when the time was right~

As long as people admit their fault by themselves
We may forgive and ended up peacefully
What if they denied or even repeated again
What we can do is look down them and disappointed
The worst is they cheated the one who sincerity to them
There's nothing much left to say~
Life is too short, it's hard for us to meet a true fren or true love
Please do cherish the people love and care you

Frankly I'm grateful of what I've went through before
As people always told
" Whatever is bringing you down, get rid of it.
U'll find the happiness is come to you when you being set free"
Yea, I do so~
Because I have the love I need to live
A someone to believe and never tell lies
The one is true to me and I can depend upon
~♥ ~love


** The Brightest Future Will Always be Based On A Forgotten Past**

Just now saw eason posted a video in his facebook,so I'm posted here to share with everyone, kinda meaningful,and I simply love all the quote inside =)

Enough Is As Good As A Feast~

My life..
It's busy but I know how to deal with it finally~
Event..Make me stronger, be mature, gain knowledge
" For every minute in organizing, an hour is earned"
And also the observation of different character in this world
No matter how people behave, despite of the people I first meet,
normal fren, or even my BFF
just be myself =)

"Enough is as good as a feast"
I'm content of my life
Because I have all the loveliness surround me
My life full with love
Love is beautiful
Regardless love relationship, frens and family
It make ur life blossom

On three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life
" It goes on"

We're waking up in the morning and not knowing what's going to happen
Or who we're going to meet, where we're going to wind up
So, learn to take life as it comes at you

** When The World Turn It Back On You, You TuRn Ur BacK On tHe World**